Secret admire

2009-09-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since I last blog… I was so busy ( actually I’m just lazy to update )

I’m sure a lot of people have heard about Park Jaebeom from 2pm. Its just so sad how could the people do that to him… Hope he will come back after he finish studying Music back home.

Hottest and the rest of JYP Family will always be there for him…

This song eally suits him and this song reach the first ranking on the Korean music chart:

You Might Come back:
Junsu: I don't know if you'll return. I don't know if you'll return. Why don't you return? I'm waiting for you like this. I'm like a fool.
Wooyoung: Today, I try to forget once again, but as I do that, it only becomes clearer. The thoughts of you hold onto me and don't let me go, ooh yeah.
Chansung: You've already left, but I hold onto useless expectations. I'm still the same. It's too hard. I can't forget you.
Junho: (At the tips of my hands) I can still feel your warmth. (Around my eyes) When I think of you, me eyes become red. I can't do it. I can't send you away.
Junsu: I don't know if you'll return. I don't know if you'll return. Why don't you return? I'm waiting for you like this. I'm like a fool.
Jaebum: I don't know if you'll return. I don't know if you'll return. Why don't you return? I'm still waiting for you. I don't know if you'll return.
Nichkhun: I just enjoyed being together. I just enjoyed watching (You). (I) thought I had all the world, (all) it was like that yeah.
Chansung: You've already left, but I hold onto useless expectations. I'm still the same. It's too hard. I can't forget you.
Junho: (Around my ears) I can still hear you voice. (In my two eyes) Your figure still shows clearly. I can't do it. I can't send you away.
Junsu: I don't know if you'll return. (I'm going to wait) I don't know if you'll return. (Oh you again, you) Why don't you return? (to me) I'm waiting for you like this. I'm so foolish.
Jaebum: I don't know if you'll return. (You) I don't know if you'll return. (You're going to return) Why don't you return? (baby) I'm still waiting for you. (Waiting like this )I don't know if you'll return.
Taecyeon: If you could turn those steps that took you away back towards me, If you could remember those memories and long for me, you can come back to me. I won't ask you the reason. Just came back to my side. Just return to me, return. Today, my tears were stolen longing for you again. Without any reason, the tears flowed out. The empty spot you left is big. My thoughts of you become deeper as I think of you again today, like a fool. Junsu: I don't know if you'll return. (Please return to me) I don't know if you'll return. (With my tears) You're not waiting. (oh) I'm waiting for you like this. (This can't happen) I'm so foolish.
Jaebum: I don't know if you'll return. (I can do it instead of you) I don't know if you'll return. (I'm here at this place, you oh, you) Why don't you return? I'm still waiting for you. I don't know if you'll return.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWGbyVEmQD4&feature=related

Bintan...

2009-06-03T06:42:00.000-07:00

Day 1:

When we reach the resort we had lunch then the instructor there introduce themselves to us me, lee peng and liyana keep laughing at the way they speak. The first activity was rafting our group manage to sit on the thing and float in the water for quite some time ( thanks to NPCC Campcraft skill ) before the boys come and destroy our stuff. Then follow by kayaking then dinner, after dinner we plan not to sleep but in the end in the middle of the night everyone went back to their bunk and left jun ci and amos outside sleeping

Day 2:

Breakfast then we had our activity which is the rock climbing, climbing the coconut tree and the obstacle course. Shahrizal was so funny the instructor there told us if we want to let go or go down we must hold the rope but when he hold the rope he landed flat on the ground and the instructor who is holding the rope was flying seriously very funny… then in the afternoon we set off to go to the Survivor Island which is also known as Pulau Hantu but before we set off there is another activity which is flying fox… actually it was so cool even Hafeez and Sherman did it after we encourage them Sherman back out the first time but after the encourage from us he went. We set off to Pulau Hantu after that, we kayak for about 1 hour to reach Pulau Hantu and we found out nth was there no wonder they call it Survivor Island. After Dinner we set around the Camp fire listening to the instructor playing the guitar and singing out Favorite song ST12 “Puspa” around midnight all the girls went to the tent to sleep while the guys sleep outside with their sleeping bag.

Day 3:

Woke up have our breakfast and went to a village to take a look at the place,
Boom netting was fun but so sad lee peng cannot enjoy the fun with us because of her injury. We took the bus back to the resort clean ourselves up and went to the orphanage home but before we set off while waiting for the others hon tat say that he heard something on the Island last night ( if you want to know the story ask him yourself ). Everything at the orphanage was donated from Singapore, we didn’t talk much to them in the beginning cause we don’t know what to talk about but then our instructor manage to break the awkwardness by playing games, in the end we were having so much fun then it’s time to leave Lee peng was so popular among the guys there they keep asking for her number. After dinner we have our campfire you can see that our class was the one who bond a lot during our trip there everywhere we go we will go together. But before the campfire something shocking happen well I think it’s not nice to talk about it… after the campfire some of the guy and girl went to sleep I remember for our class the guy who went to sleep first was Philip, Hakim, and Sherman.

Day 4 ( Last day ):

Our Class girls woke up late we woke up around 8 while the guy woke up around 7 I think, after breakfast we have our free time until 12.00pm all the 4T1 went to play archery while Lee peng was gambling outside our bunk we had so much fun until everyone came over to play. Lunch was serve at 12.00pm and we had to leave at 1.00pm after we finish our food we pack our stuff and say goodbye for the last time to the people there it was so hard to say goodbye. Some of us try to hold back the tears but the tears just came out by itself. The Instructor who me, lee peng and liyana make fun on the first day become close with us, he promise to come to our school and visit us one day.

Bintan was FUN we really wish we could stay there longer time fly so fast…

:(

2009-05-26T04:49:00.000-07:00

Sad sia, I know everyone like don’t care bout Np ready now but can’t they like at least go for the last Np Day? That is the last day we are going to stand together as a Unit in front of the whole school. They say nvm still got POP but what can we do during POP hand over our Rank only what some more no one can see us and I’m going to hand over my rank to RIDZWAN! I feel like scolding/shouting at people right now….But I think I will not think bout Np anymore Instead I will concentrate more on my N-level

Suju

2009-05-18T02:31:00.000-07:00

Haha… looks like everyone is addicted to Super Junior now hehe…
But I can say that I’m addicted to them since their first album was out…Ask me anything bout them I’m sure I can answer you…

Korean Fanatic...

2009-05-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

OMG! I’m so in love with Korean u can call me crazy, I don’t care haha…. But I think there’s more people who is more obsessed then me… just look at their picture on my facebook there’s only 2 words to describe them that is * WOW * & * HOT * hehe….

...

2009-05-16T00:29:00.000-07:00

It’s been so long since I last update….

Exam finally over… now I can relax until my N level.I can’t wait for all of the upcoming events like going on a trip to bintan, Sentosa, pulau ubin etc… but I’m not really sure if we are really going to Bintan because of the ‘Pig Flu’ which occur to be in Malaysia to… but I really hope to go there with my classmate since this is our last year together… * Cry * haha…

A trip to Sentosa!

2009-02-14T17:00:00.003-08:00

Went to Sentosa Yesturday with all the EBS student well not all, it was so fun. Brought my sis camera that she lend to me (Thanks sis) we took picture in class while waiting for Mr Seah, meet Miss Yee around 1pm board the bus and alight at Vivo. When we reach Sentosa own time own target, so we start looking for the place that we were suppose to find and take picture of the place. We were in a hurry cause if we end early we can have fun until 5.30pm, and we manage to end early around 3.30pm so we took picture with the tourist. However, for me my mind kept thinking bout Npcc I was so worried, I kept thinking if everything were fine, and is everyone doing his or her job? At night fish call me and told me, what happen yesterday there were something I am happy with and something I am unhappy with but over all everything were fine. Good Job Guys!

Picture will be up Next time!

Npcc

2009-02-06T04:45:00.000-08:00

It’ been a while since I last blog. I was so busy with Npcc and UG Camp. There’s a lot of meeting I have to attend, and with sec 1 coming in I think I will be even busy cause I need to plan the program for them. Well today Npcc, we have bout 29 sec 1s *clap* I hope they won’t quit. And the activity today were *sigh* everything was a mess we don’t even know what’s going on, and I’m very piss with ------- from sec 5 can you like not interrupt me when I’m talking to the sec 3s, I know your favorite sec 3s are YE YANG, FENG RU and BRANDON, but can you like don’t be so close to them when we are having training it’s very irritating, to see you talking and laughing with them when I’m talking and need their attention. You can have fun with them after school I don’t care! but make sure it’s not during training. I’m seriously very piss….

CNY celebration...

2009-01-22T23:17:00.000-08:00

CNY celebration was ok la I love the part where the Sagaho School (Japanese school) perform for us they are so cute (both guys and girls). Luckily I’m one of the helper for the back stage if not I don’t get the chance to take picture with the Japanese guy, Thanks to who ever that told Jia Yi to help. But I still regret some thing, I want to take picture with the MC from their school he is so H.O.T. Every one in school is falling for him argh! I should ask him to take picture with me just now. Haiz! But nvm I took picture with 2 guys from the school, they were on stage eating and angeline help me to ask them, Thanks Angeline for asking, haha. The girls were friendly but I didn’t get to take picture with them cause they were still eating. (sorry Gou yong).

Tim and Jared Being gay...

Enrichment classes...

2009-01-21T05:04:00.000-08:00

Today we have enrichment classes, I got my own guitar! Yes! Haha! I don’t know why I’m like so excited, cause I have like 3 acoustic guitar and 1 electric guitar at home, I think because it’s black in colour, and black is my favorite colour. I know some might be wondering why I got this guitar, because for NT we have our enrichment lessons then we can choose which one we want to learn Guitar or one more I forgot, I think some boring lesson where you learn how to build model. So we choose Guitar then we thought we just go there they will lend us Guitar then we learn, but what I didn’t know was that after the whole lesson we can bring back the Guitar but we must pay $45 I think. But still not bad what… and they say that we will be performing either during teachers day, NT day or… sorry forgot again (STM) haha. The sec 2 is learning drum but the drum is the dust bin haha so sad…

My New Guitar...

Teaching Liyana a simple song....

See that guy there, he's the one who help us tune our Guitar and will be teaching us for this lessosns.

Everyone is busy plying with their new Guitar.

Siti Guitar is the same as mine BLACK.

Voting...

2009-01-20T04:32:00.001-08:00

OMG! I feel sorry for Wilson. The Sec 4s was suppose to vote who will not go for the UG Camp Wilson, Ye yang or Brandon so far no one voted for Brandon that means he’s in, but 6/10 of us voted for Ye Yang to be in so that means Wilson is out. Now I don’t know how to tell him. I scared he will be sad cause I know how it feel like to be rejected after you were chosen…

Boring...

2009-01-20T04:08:00.001-08:00

I’m bored, nothing to do. I want to iron my Npcc Uniform but my sis is having tuition and the iron is in her room, homework I don’t know how to do and liyana promise to do together with me tomorrow in school, well before school start of course. So I think I will just blog. Haiz! Let see, tomorrow training for US the sec 4s we must revise on our drills cause SSGT test is next Friday 30th January 2009 and all of us have forgotten all of our drills. Cheryl mam’d say that the CI is coming but she never mention who. I hope it’s not…… ( Sec 4s you know who ) I think I better pick my Uniform if I want to go to bed early

Project R.I.C.E Again...

2009-01-18T05:11:00.001-08:00

Just came back from Project R.I.C.E Again! haha to we distribute the rice to the people who really need it, ok la it was fun. I love the part where I went with Ye Yang, Feng Ru, Brandon, Yi Hao, Wilson, Yong Hui, Eugene, Tim, James and 1 more guy I don’t know who to distribute the rice to the HOME ( I forget the name ) when we were going back to school in the lorry they started singing the Chinese New Year song so funny. I didn’t know that my Cadet love to sing ok la I was not so shocked with some of them but Yong Hui! He was like OMG! Totally different person. I never see him so high before, he was rapping in the lorry. They sing song until we reach school so fun haha. When we were waiting for the other to come back Mr Lam ask the Sec 3s Npcc guys ( cause the girls haven’t come back ) to do pumping here are the Picture.

Our New CC ( Camp Coordinator )

Look at our CC so happy at the back...

Argh! I forgot tomorrow got school! oh ya bout the picture for the CCA Showcase, Stupid Camera i still cannot put the picture in.

Project R.I.C.E

2009-01-17T03:37:00.001-08:00

Just came back from Project R.I.C.E, damn tiring but overall it was fun. When we came back school we help the guys (Ye yang, Brandon, Feng ru, Wilson and Jung an) to put sticker on the plastic bag for the rice. Then when we finish putting sticker, ye yang and feng ru start talking bout putting the campfire in the hall (how lame is that) actually can but I don’t think the principle allow us to do that. Then when we were talking one by one started coming and they start talking bout the post in Npcc and because of someone they wanted to quit. Haiz! Nvm, I will be seeing them again tomorrow and I think I will have to rearrange again the post for the March Camp cause they like never give chance to other’s who never lead before.

CCA Showcase

2009-01-16T05:30:00.000-08:00

CCA Showcase today was ok I guess, band was so WOW! I don’t know why but I’m love with band now but I still must support my Unit (haha lame I know). Today I just walk around with chanel we got nothing to do so we just walk around slacking. Then we went back to the booth and we saw our EX EX DM standing there. So I brought the EX DM and the EX EX DM tour around the school. The tour thing was quite boring so we went back to the booth to watch the fashion show. I thought the fashion show will have the cat walk all that, but they just fall in in a squad. Like the selected people from all UG fall in together then they just introduce the attire that they are wearing so boring. Then me, fish, jia yi, liyana and hayati decide to walk around the school to see other people booth. So I told them that I want to see BAND performers so we went there. Band was so WAH! Need I say more? “They” ( sec 4s NP u guys sure know who ) look at me! Hahahaha! I think I’m going crazy, BTW I took picture with Timotheuse and his “mustache” haha so cute, but I don’t know what happen to the cam I can’t put the picture in so I will post the picture next time… ( I will surly post the picture of CCA Showcase )

What's your problem!

2009-01-15T05:15:00.000-08:00

Wah! Heart pain sia! So what if I’m a Korean fan I never bother you right! Argh! It’s not like I go to you and scream right! Almost all my classmate know i'm a korean fan even my teacher know that! Wah I never see this kind of guy before in my life! Wish he will grow up!

I miss my Grandma...

2009-01-14T23:09:00.001-08:00

Watching my friend cry over her uncle death is just sad I can’t do anything but watch. If I talk to her she will surely cry more. When I found out her uncle passed away and saw her crying non-stop in class remind me of my grandma who had left me. I still cry without people noticing, some time when my mom scold me or my sis I kept wondering what will my grandma do if she is still around and that what me cry. I still can’t forget her. I miss her laughter, her smile, the way she scold us. I miss everything bout her. She was such a great grandma; I hate my grandfather for marrying someone else a few days after my grandma passed away. I really miss her so much. If I could turn back time I will tell her I love her more then anything in the world.

“Mak I love you!”

Caption Ball...

2009-01-13T04:07:00.000-08:00

Today was fun we, played caption ball during enrichment lesson all the people in class played. Well not all but almost all played this never happen before haha. I’m so happy we are finally together as a class ( well sometimes ). At first we were playing this game with chairs, like we have 2 groups the guys group and the other is a mixtures of guys and girls. Then we must form 1 line facing each other, in front of us there’s chairs around 6 or 7 or more. Then when they say start we must move to each chair, we cannot miss a chair. When we meet each other we must challenge each other with rock, paper, scissors. Who ever win the rock, paper, scissors get to move on to the next chair. When the person get to the end that means the group win. (I know when you read this you will get confused and don’t know how to play, it’s a lot easier if you see people playing it then reading this)

Anyway when we were playing this game it’s get violent with the guys pushing around, and in other group they have pou kai so the girls in our group don’t dare to go so we back out. That when our trainer asked us to play caption ball, it started with 7 in each group then it’s add on and on and on until almost the whole class is playing. It was so fun. WAH! But when the game get more exciting farhan hit his knee on a box that made from wood, that when everyone stop playing. I will post the picture next time.

Ultimate Race

2009-01-07T00:11:00.000-08:00

Ultimate Race today for me is B.O.R.I.N.G. I must stay in the library and do the stupid photo album I shouldn’t have switch place if Liyana she was suppose to be the IT but I thought the IT no need to do anything, but in the end the IT have more job to do the other just have fun and play the game Argh! Well the guys are ok I guess cause I was not with them today so I don’t know how they behave, oh well. I took a lot of photo today so here they are…

4T Self-Discipline ( 4T1)

Our poster that we make together...

You know what they are looking at?... this pic

Mary is up to no Good...

Desmond - I believe I can fly...

Artist at work...

Gou yong

Admiring the Poster...

Kurt dances...

Look that animal is chasing Didi...

Guess who...

Waiting in line...

At last i see some team work in our class...

Pick-a-boo i see you...

AMOS!...

Bowling & Ultimate Race...

2009-01-06T04:11:00.000-08:00

Raimi wih the Ball...

Too bad i didn't get to take the result of the pin...

Desmond Wait Patiently for his turn...

Siti Posing with the ball while waiting for her turn...

Girls... ( Not all )

Guys... ( Not all )

Bowling was super fun. My score was 81, I know it’s not good but who care I have lot’s of fun with my classmate. When we reach the bowling place they ask us to split 5 people in one group and give us our lane number, In my group there’s Siti, Liyana, Samantha and hayati we’re in the 4^th lane the 3^rd lane was the Malay boys Raimi, Hafeez, Farhan, Desmond and Didi. The guys play more better then us Farhan was the first one to lead he got 95 then when it was raimi turn he got a spare so he was tied with Farhan. I felt like the guys have change abit as in they are not as mean as last time but I’m not sure yet let see how they behave in tomorrow Ultimate Race.

Career Workshop and Bowling

2009-01-05T02:38:00.000-08:00

OUCH! My leg hurt it’s all because of the Heels! But it was fun today.
OMG! I saw the guy I like just now, He is so hot! With his office attire and everything ahhhh! ‘Drooling’ ok relax later the guy think that I’m so into him, he will stay away from me.
Tomorrow we are going bowling I’m so excited but I’m bad at it oh well I just go there and enjoy myself.
BTW, this the picture I took during the Career workshop

This what make my legs hurts...

1st day of school and office attier...

2009-01-04T05:02:00.000-08:00

1st day of school was fun, you get to meet your friends and start to hang out again. For me first day of school is like the first day you enter pri or sec school, it’s feels weird to see your friends again after the long holidays especially your guy friends. Anyway on Monday we are suppose to wear office attire cause of some workshop, I’m so nerves I never wear home clothes to school before I mean I have but not during school time. I’m even wearing heels!! That makes me more nerves… I hope nothing embarrassing will happen.

Wish me luck!

2008-12-27T05:52:00.000-08:00

School reopen in like 1 weeks time, so fast. I was helping my dear squadmate Fish to do the flyers, ok I only help to look for pictures but still I help! I was looking for picture like camping and stuff and I found this cute picture of my junior.

Cute right?

Anyway I can’t wait to go to school, I’m sick of cleaning up the house everyday, and hearing my mom nagging bout us not cleaning the house.

* I still want that FujiFilm Mini 7 Instant Camera or Polaroid Fuji Instax mini 7 Camera *

2008-12-23T20:17:00.000-08:00

I want this camera!

So sad they don't sell this in singapore...

They say they only sell this in Japan... *Cry*

2008-12-17T05:02:00.000-08:00

to you,
I think im annoyed. I wish he/she should stop. Once or twice, is consider all right but this seemed to just keep dragging? Can you have your own originality? Im not somebody's role model, im not somebody perfection. Therefore, whatever things I do, is not necessarily what you need to do too, like the clothes I wear, or the music or even the food. If you think you are someone im referring to, then maybe you should change. However, the he/she im talking about probably will not read this.
Piece of advice, be yourself.

YTD & TODAY

2008-11-16T16:33:00.000-08:00

YTD was the worst birthday ever! I didn’t get to go out, stayed at home clean the house play com ad watch TV that what I did for my birthday. I feel like just another ordinary day…

Today;

OMG! I can’t believe I didn’t grab the chance to go to Hong Kong,I think liyana is waiting for her plane now as I’m blogging.I regret it now ahhh! Liyana keep msging me saying that she will be there for 1 week all that, I feel like ignoring the msg but she’s my friend so I just reply her like “ have fun there” or “ buy me a birthday gift there”. WAH! I really wish I could turn back time…

Korean Pop Night Concert

2008-11-05T18:36:00.000-08:00

Went to the Korean Pop Night Concert on the 4th of Nov, I can’t believe that I won the ticket I check the internet to see who is going to perform on that day. I was shocked the people that are going to perform is the people I always see on TV or Youtube ( seriously I was so shocked ) Jun Ji, Chae yeon, Jewelry, Kim Jong Wook, V.O.S, 2pm, U KISS, Andy and Wonder Girls WOW! I received an email from SWAG say that I have won and ask me to collect the ticket from the MTV place which is somewhere in orchard. Tuesday was the concert I was so excited the concert start at 7.30pm so my sis plan to go out from our house at 5.00pm so if we get lost we can still find our way, took the MRT that go to kallang when we reach kallang interchange we plan to take the cab to Singapore indoor stadium but we can’t get one so we follow the crowd and we manage to get there. There were many camera crews there that were from Korea like SBS, KBS, MBC and many more. We found our sit and started to take picture. When the concert was about to start at 8.00pm Andy, Park Jung Ah ( Jewelry ) and one more host from Singapore, was the MC for that night. I was so shocked lol Andy was right infront of me OMG! I still can’t get over it the performance started with Jun Ji, OMG! He is so HOT! Then it’s was Chae Yeon turn to perform I like her very much last time but now she often appear on TV. Jewelry was so WOW! They perform ‘Baby One More Time’ ( it’s not one of britney spares song ) Seo In Young was so pretty I always watch her verity show on youtube which is “we got married”, Kim Jong wook, 2 PM, U KISS and V.O.S was so cute. Kim Ki Bum ( U KISS ) look exactly like his bro Kim Hyun Joon ( SS501 ). I love Andy’s heart song it was so cute haha “ Love, Love, Love…”. Then the moment we all been waiting for Wonder Girls! They sing “Nobody” and “Tell me” I love the “Omona!” part haha. When I watch all the performance I felt like I was watching Music Bank ( a Korean music show/Concert from KBS World ) WAH! I want to go again! Ok enough talking here’s All of the picture I took during the concert ( it took me 3 days to put all this pic up ).

Wonder Girls was the last group to leave the stage

Last Goodbye :(

Jun Ji, Chae Yeon, Jewelry, Kim Jong Wook, V.O.S, 2 pm, U KISS, Andy and Wonder Girls ( There's 2 more singer from singapore at the side but i don't know who )

All get together to say their last goodbye

Wonder Girls

Andy

U KISS

2 pm

V.O.S

Kim Jong Wook

Jewelry

Chae Yeon

Jun Ji

Wonder Girls Fans

Last day in school...

2008-10-23T04:41:00.000-07:00

Last day of school sad sia! I thought I was going to miss the sec 2s but they give me this kind of attitude. I’m so sad right now I feel like crying, they never respect me, that why I always wanted to be the admin so I can get along well with the sec 2s. Now I’m jealous of fish cause last time the sec 2s always talk to me but now since fish is the Adminhead they always talk to her. WAH! I miss the time when the sec 2s talks to me… ( I can’t believe I’m crying while typing this )

Last Training for this year...

2008-10-22T04:11:00.000-07:00

Today last day of training for this year so sad :( I don't think I will miss the unit, but I will miss the sec 2s I also don’t know why… ( i sound like i pass out ready ) next year can take over for how many month only then must pass out I hope the person that will take over my place next year is someone that I can trust… I think next year last day in NPCC I will cry haha.

NPCC Bonding day...

2008-10-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

I’m back after so long,

Ytd was fun went to east coast with the whole unit, peopl in my group are ' james, ye yang, yong hui, ridzwan, marcus, hakim and xing yi ( i think ) leading the sec 1 and 2s in the amazing race was hard I felt like giving them the answer but it won’t be fair to the other group…

1st task was to built a sandcastle using bare hand (my group won the prize)

2nd task was to go to the yellow brick, IC (me) will give them a command in English and they will say it in malay, ridzwan was checking a girl in bikini with a dog funny sia.

3rd task was to take picture with a male stranger with a pet but before that I was afraid that they will faint especially Ye Yang and Yong Hui give them 5 min water break, after the break I told them the task they kept asking me why they cannot take picture with female cause they are planning to take a picture with the girl in bikini the one which ridzwan was checking out we search everywhere but no sign of dog, Ye yang kept saying that we (me and liyana) will be jealous if the take picture with the girl OMG. PLS LA! At last they took a picture with a family that have a baby.

4th task was to go to a seafood place and answer a riddle I forgot to take picture of them there sad sia

last task was to go to the double jetty and wait for the other group my group was the second group but we did not manage to reach there cause there is no time so we had to turn back and gather at the place where we rent the bicycle.

Everyone were great not only my group but other group as well and I can see that they are working together as a group…

Wednesday is the last training, I think I’m going to miss NPCC a lot.

Found group 3 picture from luqman blog

Guess what this picture is made by: Jia Yi, Liyana, Chanel,Fish and Me...

more pic coming up...

2008-07-22T05:31:00.000-07:00

Chanel! Fine... I also have no time to entertain this nonsensical argument...

2008-07-21T05:00:00.003-07:00

WTH! Pls La! We the sec 3 want the matter to rest but you kept on posting about us in your blog… there’s one thing that we had been wondering about, What did my sis (DM AIN) did to you!? I don’t care if you insult me but I hate it when people talk about my SIS! And my FRIENDS! I KNOW THE NICKNAMES:
FAT BITCH IS ME
TALL FREAK IS JIA YI
THE STARE IS CHANEL

“I DON’T CARE IF I’M THE FAT BITCH!!!”

Farewell party!

2008-07-06T17:56:00.001-07:00

Farewell party was ok la when the sec 1,2 and 4 left. First we played volleyball then we realized that we are not very good at that game so we change the game to caption ball, when we were about to start the game suddenly that gay wei zi sir came eating a chicken saying that we wanted to play too but all of us disagree on him playing with us so we ask him to be the referee. OMG! He was super noisy lor! Nevertheless, very funny also la. Then we got tired so we went back to the pit but no one talks to us all the CIs talk to the “sec 5” which we did not invite them but they come anyway. All the sec 3 was piss lor when the sec 5 came. We were so bored so we took picture with the CIs. Then Mr. lam called all the sec 3 and the CIs to gather cause he have something to say, when he was done with the talk we told our mam’d that we were not happy with the sec 5 then she brought us to one place and talk. I think that gay sir wanted to come to our place but all ‘girls’ so he waited, then in the end he came. He was ‘drunk’, funny lor! The most funny thing right was when we were talking then suddenly we spit out something then everyone was like eewww then he say “got ants” with his drunk face super funny lor. But I think if Mr. Lam allowed us to do games and performances the farewell party won’t be this boring.

Jia yi took this pic

Yati, me and FISH!

Yati,me and Liyana

Can you spot us?

Fish must be so happy!

I miss Sarawak!

2008-06-06T00:47:00.000-07:00

The Sarawak trip was so fun, I love the part where we went to SEKOLAH ATAS (sk atas) to teach the students there for 3 days, they are so cute but so sad I didn’t get to take picture with them (my camera spoil) but we had a lot of fun there. Then it was time to leave so sad la everyone was crying, but not me I also don’t know why I never cry. But now while I’m typing this I feel like crying. I even miss my Sarawak group member, I know we can still see each other in school but it won’t be the same as this trip.Brintha,Diana,Angeline,Zhiting,Tim and Kim (Fred) I Love you Guys! You guys are the BEST! (I will put the picture when hayati send me ready)

I need a break…

2008-05-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

I’m so tired; I can’t even move a muscle. Suddenly I feel like I don’t want to go to Sarawak sia (it’s not because of my group members) it’s just that I’m so tired. After my course outside school (which always end at 2+ and I reach school at about 3+, and all my meeting and CCA start at 2.30pm) I have to go for the Sarawak meeting then after that I have NPCC, (POP rehearsal)

Wah can die I tell you!

2008-05-10T03:58:00.000-07:00

At last the exams is all over
Back to training, my schedule is so tight this month…
14 may – Npcc day
15 may – Pop rehearsal
16 may – Npcc
23 may – POP
26 to 28 may – camp for UG leaders
30 and 31 may – ATC1 to 6 June – Sarawak

but at least i can escape from all the chores...

Sarawak...

2008-04-24T01:58:00.000-07:00

I have groupmates for Sarawak,

Zhiting, Angeline, Brintha, Diana Afiqah, Fred, and Timotheus.

People in my group are very friendly and helpful. I heard that one of my group member didn’t want to go and he is looking for someone to replace him:( I hope he will go cause I don’t want my group member to change, I like it just the way it is now. I cannot wait to go there and work together with my groupmates. I am sure it will be lots of fun.

Soccer match...

2008-04-23T01:07:00.000-07:00

Justin training...
Team captain Lionel leading the team in the warm up
Toilet Break!..
Jeremy, Ashraf, Arwyn and Naeem

Saturday went to watch my brother soccer match, the weather was so hot! I was so amazed that they can train and play from 12pm to 2pm under the hot sun I was there for like ½ hour and I can’t stand the heat, some more I’m in NPCC must stand under the hot sun and cannot move. But it was quite fun cause you can see people from other country such as Korea, Japan, Australia ect play a match against each other. Well actually I didn’t want to go but my sis force me to go so I went.

UG Camp Rox!!..

2008-01-20T20:48:00.000-08:00

All UG! (ok not all cause S.J.A.B was not there)

Ok I was wrong this camp is super fun lol, I thought the camp is going to be like boring cause I’m the only NPCC in my group the rest is NCC sea/land, GB, GG, BB etc. so the fist day we were separate in our group than I was the only one they call. After we go to our bunk and put our stuff than we got study time, than everyone like talking with each other than I over there like kept quite and do my homework. Cause I don’t know the people lol than like half an hour like that we got dinner. That the time where we talk, the GB girls ask my name first and we talk. The second day is where the fun comes; we were like super high I won’t forget the performance that we have that night. And the last day is the unforgettable part we did our last ‘bile banja’ together and it was cool. I can’t wait for the next camp, which is the sec 1 orientation camp; it will be lots of fun.

Camp camp camp!

2008-01-17T23:20:00.000-08:00

*Sigh* got camp some more haiz tired sia! than march got camp some more than got pulau ubin camp some more walao this year i got so many camp sia!

going for camp:today
coming home: sunday
hahaha crazy sia!

2008-01-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

I don’t know what to say about them, but ouh well they just crazy to be with. They will make me feel better when I’m feeling down or lonely. If I need any help they are there for me.

AND THAT’S WHY I LOVE THEM!!!

About CCA Showcase

2008-01-12T00:44:00.001-08:00

At last! the CCA Showcase is over! Yes!, but walao you know do the proposal ah you can become crazy I tell you. But over all the showcase went smoothly la. But there’s 1 thing I hate the most which is AA and FR, walao I hate them sia! you are suppose to talk to the sec1 about NPCC ah like what we do all that so they will join us, but the 2 monkey just walk around giving the fliers and say “join NP ah!, nah nah!” than walk away. Walao then I think they know I was piss out with them and they kept following me from behind. But I just can’t stand it any more so I told one of my friend and she start like shout and separate them to different group I was with FR and my friend was with AA. But when we go to different group the 2 of them always go missing and we had to look for them walao. Next time I don’t want to become partner with AA and FR sia I want to partner with BL, at lest he do his job ah. *Sigh*

Sec 3 Camp...

2008-01-04T22:31:00.000-08:00

Syae and Me

Just came back from camp yesterday it was so amazing. The trainers Edwin, Jones and XL were super nice. I have a lot of fun with my 3 best friend Syae, liyana and hayati, this camp have made us even closer with each other. Even though I didn’t get to do kayaking and most stuff that is exiting (cause I were sick that day) but I have fun with my friends. And that make my day. But there were 1 thing I hate the most, which is the Chinese girls walao I feel like slapping them sia what only but oh well...

The amazing day we had at the village!

2007-12-26T06:10:00.000-08:00

Just came back yesterday, it was so awesome how I wish we could go there again. (Well if I say 6 of us it is me, my older sis (ain), my younger bro (naeem), my neighbor younger bro (idil), his older sister (hayyu), and their older bro ( rauuf )

Day 1,
We reach there at about 9:00pm, it was dark we can’t go anywhere so we have to hang around the house. My grandmother built a small hut and a swing beside her house. When we have unpack our bag we went hang out at the small hut while our parents had already sleep. It was just for a while when my sis got tired and wanted to go to bed, so all of us decided to went in to. But when we went in we didn’t sleep we talk, laugh and tell jocks until it was 2am in the morning.

Day 2,
We wake up to pray in the morning and the guys went to bath first well I don’t know how the guys woke up first but anyway when all the 6 of us have done with breakfast we went to explore the whole village with our mother, well we went out at about 7 or 8 in the morning it was still early so we never get to see the village people so we return back to the house. We were quite bored cause we got nothing to do the guys keep playing their playstation2 and the girls we keep going out and in to the house to see what we can do well of cause there is nothing to do so when the guys have done playing their games we decided to built a campfire and we did and we slept early that night.

Day 3,
Well as usually we woke to pray and took a bath, well that day was the same as the second day the 6 of us after breakfast we went to look around the whole village but this time our mother didn’t follow us we went our self it was really fun we walk all the way to the end of the village. When we walk one by one the villager ask when did we arrive it’s like we are popular there everyone know us. From the end of the village one of the guys decided to run back to the house non stop and see who reach first. So we started running half way us girls stop and the guys continue running they must be crazy cause we guys ate our breakfast and they ask us to run, so we just kept walking back to the house. When we reach the house we built a campfire, play games and rest.

Last day, (The day we have to go home)
My neighbors keep saying that we are leaving soon, before we left the 4 of us (not included my older sis and my neighbor older bro) went to look around the whole village for the last time. When we went back to the house our parents ask us to change we are going back it is so sad before we left our parent brought us to one of the villager, which is my cousin house which is my neighbor father uncle house. When we have done there we went to eat pizza hut. After that we went to the CD store to get some movie after that we went home.

I just can’t forget this amazing moment.

One more day to go!

2007-12-19T23:04:00.000-08:00

We are going on the Saturday, but I still haven pack yet. 4 days 3 nights it feel like I’m going camping sia. We are planning to do a campfire and have a filed cooking there, I think it will be fun I can’t wait. I thought we are going there just my family and my neighbor but my father sibling is following us to that made me half hearted to go. Well I can’t tell my parent they cannot follow what cause it their parent village. Ouh well…

12 day camp! so long

2007-12-08T21:09:00.000-08:00

I’m so bored at home. My sis had gone to Brunei for 12 days and I don’t have a buddy to fight with. So many things had happen at home and we can’t contact her. Her phone had been confiscated by her teacher they will return her the phone the last day of her camp. When she returns I’m sure she will be shocked to here what had happen at home. I hope she will return home safe.

Grandma Village Here I Come!

2007-12-05T21:36:00.000-08:00

Haiz, I can’t wait to go to my grandma village it will be lot’s of fun, more excitingly my next door neighbor will be following us. I can’t imagine the amazing thing we are going to do there. Well it not like we never been there before, we were young that time. we fight a lot and we had no fun now that we have all grow up we can have all the fun we want. ‘Sigh’ I just can’t wait…

Np camp Rox!

2007-11-26T21:07:00.000-08:00

The 4 days 3-night camp was tiring but it was fun we learn kickboxing, CQC and many more. I hate the changing parade it was so tiring, the campfire was so funny (do what I do uh! Say what I say uh!) Haha…. I wish next year camp is something like this to…

NO! Birthday plan )):

2007-11-12T04:43:00.000-08:00

Yes I finally get over him ((: I feel so free but sometime lonely cause I always talk to him when I’m bored but who cares; anyway my birthday is finally coming (16 Nov) yeah! Firstly for my birthday my friend and I are planning to go ice-skating but it is too expansive, so we change plan and decided to watch a movie but my friend mom won’t let her go so now I have no birthday plan and have to stay at home on my birthday * sigh *

Hope you know it's you....

2007-09-20T00:46:00.000-07:00

I give you so many clues and yet you don’t know who, I always think what is your reaction if I tell you that the person is you . My friends keep telling me to tell you that it’s you I like but I don’t want to cause it can break our friendship. I don’t know what to do…Should I tell you or not,

What would you say if I tell you that I love you???

2007-09-16T00:54:00.000-07:00

Omg he came I thought he never come cause I thought he is the type who is like don’t care about the CCA, but I was wrong. So the day started as usual take attendance Mam’d talk all that than our mam’d group is in to group of 4-5 than first YY was standing in front of me than I was so happy than suddenly mam’d go and change his places so he must group with my friend and BL was in my group…. * sigh * it was so board. When I think about it back each of us get 1 monkey each “we call them the 3 monkey cause recess time they will always go to the monkey bars and climb on top of the monkey bar and sit”, my group there is BL, my friend yana group there is YY and my friend yati there is FR. Than as usual I went home on line chat with my friend than he on line I was so happy, so I chat with him and ask him how was his day was is fun or board than I ask him how he like than he say no one than he want to know who I like ‘ I can’t tell him who I like cause the person I like is him’ he keep asking me he even msg me asking me who I like.

OMG this is so weird…

2007-09-16T00:53:00.002-07:00

Is he ok? Is he still sick? Have he taken his medicine? Hope he will get better soon…Saturday there is CCA hope he is well enough to go for the CCA… I really hope he will come :(

2007-09-16T00:53:00.001-07:00

Haha so funny my friends and I bet on something, the bet was if yy call my name today they will each get 50 cent from me but If yy never call my name they will each give me 50 cent each. So I thought he never call my name cause when finish school we walk in front of them and they kept calling my friend name but not mine so I say to them “you guys own me 50 cent ok?” when I say that they call my name than my friends all was like “ ouh! 50 cent! 50 cent! He call your name” that was so funny….

2007-09-16T00:52:00.000-07:00

I still have this feeling for BL but I think I just have to move on, and be who I am.

Boy, fate met us with each other, But we are not meant to be together, When I look up at the sky, I can see the difference between u and I, If I noe I’m gonna miss you, I won’t be giving my heart to you if I noe it hurts, I swear I won’t ever fall for you, If time can be rewind, I want to go back to the time where we first met, And the first time you talk to me, But it’s all impossible, Cause you’ve moved on and I’ve moved on, The feeling tat I once have for you, I promise tat I’ll keep it, Not in my heart but in my mind, And I will always remember you and I’ll miss you, Not for long,Till I met with a guy tat can replace you….

YY

2007-09-15T22:37:00.000-07:00

I like have no feeling for him anymore and started to have feeling for his friend… it’s so weird, I know!. Cause the one whom always MSG me or chat with me when I’m bored is his friend, I try a few time chat with him but he never reply lol. I was so angry so I give up… I told my friend about my crush for his friend I thought my friend reply would be like “ eeeewwww!!! you like him? Why you like him he is not that good-looking!” but they did not say that their reply was “ ouh ok”. I was shocked, I ask my friend wat is her comment and she say ‘ok’ I ask her wat make her say that she say that I’m very close to him, and she won’t be surprise if I told her that I like him…

YY !!! ((:

MY HB <3

2007-08-15T04:42:00.000-07:00

oh well nothing much happen's. ok soo new blog here. thanks you sissy. hah! dots.. i love you much much much :D soo went to sch per normal.Hoping that i would bump into him & soo i went searching!(:

but hey!, Why is he not in there??? )))))):I thought he is in there!!! Only his friend is in the classroom but he isnt,)):& finally afta twisting my head for sometime finding him, I finally found him! he was looking at me! i smiled.But only his friend looked at me and smile back. I was like *gosh!" he soo attitude can?.…. damn! soo the whole day i was soo upset. but i couldnt care less! decided to act per normal forget bout all that happened. & soon school ended. i wasnt in the mood so i went home. otw i saw him again. sigh.... der's nothing i cn do so i walked passed him & he still looked away!. damn it la. Does it kill to at least say hello? stupid bugger. fine lor. i remember dis day!wasnt it u who always say hi's? wasnt u who always text me? wasnt u who always help me out? but why it ended like dis? Raahh!!...)))))))):